rejections
rejections
You know when it happens - something that you think of as a destiny, like everything came together for you to do that particular thing to reach your goal. And boom - you don't reach your goal. The life goes on but you are stuck in the moment you got the rejection asking yourself/people/ the universe about what have just happened. It can't be true you say, the flow was so smooth it brought me here for a reason I should have won. But you didn't.
I had a flight on the same date I was supposed to be interviewed for a PhD. I was ready to miss my flight for this interview, but the flight got delayed so I could do the interview. Then I got my rejection letter. Then I got another one. And I'm waiting for the third one. I'd like to cry for a couple of days but I'm not home, I can't. I think my research proposal wasn't the best, but I think my research idea was unique and there is nobody who can research it but me. I also think I need academic guidance - something I haven't gotten from my previous Master.
F. says I just need to apply to more places, I think I need to reply to my rejection letter and tell them that they are completely stupid that had rejected me, I had so much potential, cant they see???