Barcelona: day whatever

Feeling like shit all the time even though I've been hanging out with really nice people.

I ran everyday this week. Didn't help. I ate really healthy. Didn't 't help. I got to know someone who I like a lot, whom I almost kissed. Didn't help. I walked as much streets as I could and went to the beach. Didn't help.

What I need is to smash A.'s head towards the wall and make hurt him as much as it is possible. It'll help. Fuck him and every person who ever was intimate with me.